Nggak berasa it's finally december, which is crhistmas udah semakin dekat dan begitupun tahun baru. Feel so excited karena pasti bakal banyak discount dan long holiday in few weeks.
Sayangnya, semester 7 is almost ended, which means I need to face reality yang pastinya more challenging. Tahun akan berganti, begitupun usia. Menjadi semakin dewasa bukan hal yang menarik, for me. Believe me, being a lil kid is something I longin for. I wanna be a lil kid like I used to. Me- clingy, being dad's favorite daughter, all the birthday gifts and treats, and of course family day out. Never been so lonely, and always have accompany to go out for shopping- just family visit, but seems like this happened when I was kid. Walking hand in hand, got a piggyback, and having a sleep mate, these are something yang aku udah jarang banget rasain diusia yang semakin dewasa. Their attention either for my the one and only brother's career, and my one and only the youngest's edu.
When all my friends are having great communication with wither their parents and siblings, but seems like not for me. But, ya probably ini the real pendewasaan. You need to manage yourself, career and relations.
Fighting for me. This one of self reminder to keep fighting.
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